Blackouts (2023 book)

The book tells the story of Juan Gay, an old man who is living in an isolated institution known as The Palace. He is visited by the unnamed narrator (known affectionately by the nickname Nene) who has an interest in the life of Gay. Nene and Juan met briefly about a decade before when both were institutionalized at a mental hospital. And now Nene, suffering from gaps in his memory due to mental fugues, seeks the advice of Juan, who he feels he can confide in. Gay had earlier discovered a copy of the 1941 medical book "Sex Variants: A Study of Homosexual Patterns" and is distraught that the work of Jan Gay, the journalist who conducted the interviews featured in the book, has been co-opted by medical professionals who described homosexuality in a derisive way. Juan, who is nearing death, tasks the narrator with completing the work of Jan Gay as well as his own work; formulating a new narrative of queer identity and history to pass onto future generations.

Regarding the novel's unconventional narrative, Charles Arrowsmith of The Washington Post stated: "In some ways it’s more like collage, an ingenious assemblage of research, vignette, image and conceit. Its “Blinkered Endnotes,” “Postface” and picture credits point to a thousand avenues of further interest."[5] Writing for The New York Times, Joshua Barone stated that the novel is "A dreamy novel that unfurls among mixed media and Socratic dialogues, moving freely between fact and fiction as it proposes and complicates questions about how history is made..."[6] Also writing for the New York Times, historian Hugh Ryan commended Torres for his ability to metaphorically depict how queer identity has been suppressed from the records throughout history, stating: "The supreme pleasure of the book is its slow obliteration of any firm idea of reality — a perfect metaphor for the delirious disorientation that comes with learning queer history as an adult."[7]